I want to be the person who is never late, but is actually always a little early.
I want to be the person who never forgets birthdays, and always sends gifts with homemade cards.
I want to be the person who keeps everything clean, even when I don’t feel like cleaning after a long, tiring day.
I want to be the person who doesn’t lose touch with friends.
I want to be the person who is extremely thoughtful, writing letters and making phone calls just to see how your’e doing and to say that I miss you.
I want to make myself realize that I have the power to be what I want.
I think you need the serenity prayer.